speak english my darling (please)

you are mad at me
for being inadequate
and angry
because my voice stumbles upon my lips
and dies; i don't know how to tell you
to listen
to speak words i can understand
that you are silencing me.

and my anger is
like a mirror ringing
true
forcing you
to dive deep inside
when you've been avoiding yourself the whole time.
But
I
Will
Not
Apologise.

Not this time.